peitience is a virtue

chicago suburbs + orange county + urbana champaign + los angeles = me. i am a mixture of these places- from my personality to my style.
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I’m scared to go to the doctor if I feel like something is wrong with my body. I don’t want to get tests done. I don’t want to find out if I’m sick. I don’t want to know if I’m dying of something with no cure. I realize this is the most irresponsible thing I could do. My dad might have survived cancer if he had gone to the doctor earlier about his problems. So if I was to learn anything it should be that I need to be super proactive about going to the doctor and getting check-ups, right? Except, I feel the complete opposite. I don’t want to know about anything that could put my life on hold.

  1. thelearningcurves said: I understand. It almost feels better to be ignorant, and just go day by day. But don’t be scared, and sure as hell don’t wait. Just do it, and give it up to God/let it all be after that.
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